Yeah, so these days I'm only writing on my Canalblog. I don't really want to keep two blogs at the same time, and since I prefer my other one, I won't write much on this one. I'm not deleting it or anything though, I'm sure that I'll get tired of Canalblog eventually and come back to Livejournal. I'm still reading my friends page daily though :B.

/kazumi

I didn't really had the time to update this week because I had homeworks, and I also wanted to draw. I made 2 drawings that I'm satisfied with, even though they're kinda simple. I also drew something else out of boredom but it came out nicely. I think I'll eventually scan them.

Some people in my class are just too good. It almost pains me to look at what I do after I saw their drawings. But I'm here to learn so.. I don't think I'm the worst anyway.

However, since I've been feeling not too well for a certain amount of time, my mom and I agreed that I should see a psychologist. So I have an appointment Wednesday morning. Urgh. Wednesday was already my worst day.


I was sort of interrupted because my mom came to tell me that there was a fox around the house~ I love foxes. I wish I could see a silver fox someday. I tried to take a picture but we couldn't see anything because of the goddamn MOUSTIQUAIRE [XD don't know the english word].

It's weird, I don't realize that my birthday is tomorrow. It's the first time ever I'm not actually exited about my birthday. I told this to my father and he answered : Well, it's normal, you're growing older. I don't really want to be older if it means that life slowly loses all it's fun D:

/kazumi

Hello. Yes, I did forgot to update.

But.

Now I have things to tell! I went to see Burn After Reading Yesterday, with Sophie, Julie, and Franck, after some epic clothes-fights and some video watching. The movie was rather enjoyable. A good comedy. Brad Pitt is absolutely ridiculous is this movie XD In fact, Sophie and Julie were laughing all the time, which was a bit annoying, haha.

The reviews I saw on tv earlier were really good too. So go see this film is you want to see an intelligent comedy.

These days I'm not feeling so good so I'm not in the mood to update. I want to feel better soon.

I'm starting to think that life isn't about being good, it's about being more or less okay.


We'll see.

/kazumi

OH YEAH XD I almost forgot. I made another blog, but only in french. I didn't want to spam people's friends page and all, but at the same time I really wanted to have a place on the internet where I can write everything that crosses my mind. Which means, lots of randomness, and fangirlism. So if you read french well here's the address [one or two d's? anyway] : http://puppetshow.canalblog.com

My finger won't stop bleeding. I bit it about fifteen minutes ago and it hasn't stop yet [I have a weird habit of biting my fingers. It started when I was young, I used to bite my nails, now I eat the skin around my fingers. Disgusting eh? I try to stop but it's more addictive than nicotine. And because of that I often have bloody fingers.] Maybe I'm suddenly starting to be hemophile. I'm writing with a blood-soaked kleenex around my finger but it still doesn't stop. Annoying.



Sorry if anyone here is scared of blood or something.

I dreamed that I was in the cegep's librairy and people were constantly asking me for the time and my watch was broken. Weird. My dreams are usually more complex and involve a bit more of wtf-ness.

The internet isn't working well today. Actually it's not working at all. It just stopped working as I was writing this [on notepad].

Yesterday I went shopping with my mom. It was fun, and my mom bought so much things. She bought me an awesome jacket. It's really nice and I wanted to buy it myself but it was 60$ and I only had 65$, and I didn't want to spend too much. So she bought it for me saying that it will be a birthday present.

We went to various stores but I didn't found anything I wanted until I went to Stitches, where I found another jacket, which cost only 20$. It's less original than the first one as it's only black but the design is really nice. I also found what I wanted, which is a black blouse. I also bought a white with thin gray/blue [I really don't know which color it is] stripes. They both are very comfortable, and they both were on sale, which I didn't notice until I paid. They cost about 15$ and I got them at half price.
After that I went to D-tox and I found really nice earrings. Actually it was a set of about 15 earrings and it cost 10$. But I didn't buy it XD I wasn't sure if I really needed that, I already have a lot of earrings. But I'm probably going shopping again on Friday so if they're still there and if I still want them I'll buy them.

Anyway, my mom bought some other things along the way, and when we decided to leave, she wanted to go inside a shoes store just to see what they had. And we found the most awesomest awesome desu [well not that much XD] boots. When we say them we both went like : OMG THEY'RE SO NICE! So we both tried them on, and my mom decided to buy them for me :D! If you want to know, they're black, and almost identical to doc martens, only more comfortable and cheaper. But now I feel sort of bad because she bought two rather expensive things for me yesterday, and my birthday is coming.. Maybe I'll ask her to return the jacket, since I found another one. We'll see. And I'll post this when the internet will be working, which will probably take some time because currently our wireless connexion isn't working, so only one person can be on the internet at the time, and OF COURSE it's my brother. He's been connected all night, but OF COURSE he's still the one that can go on the internet. Anyway.

/kazumi

Hello there. These pasts days have been pretty good. I went to the park again yesterday and I greatly enjoyed my time there. I sat on a bench for about thirty minutes, doing nothing but being alive. It felt great.

Today I had a drawing class again, and even though I still feel like my drawings aren't worth shit, I saw that I had already improved. I'm going to be good someday~ Because I can! [haha, only people reading mucc_buro will understand, which means no one, so I'll explain it : Tatsurou is always saying because I can for some reason]

I'm still not-so-motivated though. A part of me wants to give up everything. But I won't. That would be the dumbest thing I'd ever done so far in my life.

I which there were motivation pills or something. Seriously.


Let's talk about cheerful things. I went to the "media center" in the Cégep, where there are COMPUTARS and such, and wow it's the best computer lab I've ever seen in my life. The chairs are so comfortable. Way more than the one I'm sitting on right now. And you can go anywhere on the internet. No more stupid high school internet restriction. So I decided to go download some stuff. OH HIGH SPEED INTERNET, HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU. I got more cds in fifteen minutes than I would have in two hours at my home.

My birthday is coming. And the other day I heard my mom asking to my father : Will you tell me when her stuff from japan arrives?

The only thing from Japan that I asked for is a mucc dvd ... NGEHGPIRWYNHKJPNGV :B happiness desu. I asked for History DVD the worst or the 666 Nihon Budoukan one. I couldn't chose which one I wanted more XD I want them all anyway. According to cd japan they are region-code free so it's even better.

I'm tired of writing.

/kazumi

I'm reading the new translations of muccburo, and on may 31st, Tatsurou starts his entry by writting : Because I'm hard.

And then he moves on and talks about a live he's going to see. It made me laugh, sort of.

In the next entry he talks about a dream he had, which is that he was in a car and then a gun fired at him and he got shot in the left thigh and he collapsed, but then his friends arrived to get him to the hospital in a bicycle. And that's it.

Other than that, I have a ton of chores to do today D:

I don't know what to eat for dinner. I ate sidekicks yesterday and I don't really want to eat some again today, but at the same time I don't want to cook.

Life is hard XD.

/kazumi

I'm tired. But it's the week-end! Finally. This week felt like a whole month. I took a picture of my new hair yesterday morning. I had about 10 seconds to take it since I was getting late.

Other than that, I'm so in love with Replay [new plastic tree song] I've been listening to it everyday 289485 times. It's always stuck in my head. I wanna see the pv again and again. It's so cheesy and mushy mushy as would say Franck XD.


Today I bought what I needed for all of my art classes. So now I have a tool box and protective gloves XD And all sorts of things like that which I will never use again once I'm out of the Cégep.

I also lost my agenda somehow. I don't know if I forgot it somewhere in the cégep or if it's at home. I don't even know when I lost it. I don't really care though. If it's really lost I'll just buy another one, and I'll take a cute one instead of the browny-naked-photoshoot that's on the cégep one.

No LJ cut. Your friends page will hate me.

/kazumi

I didn't have the time to download the new plastic tree single, or money to buy it, and somehow I completely forgot to watch the video. But now I've just watched it and .. I'm really impressed. The melody is very simple, just like the one from Alone Again, Wonderful World was but there's something more. Ryuutarou's voice is so .. fjginiwrkfgmnfsp orgasmic. XD. Somehow the song touches me a lot and it's not even because of the lyrics. The pv is also beautiful in my opinion, still simple but in a interesting way.

It makes me so peaceful. Anyway, I don't know if the new single is really that special or it's just me, I think it's just me but then again I absolutely love Plastic Tree.

/kazumi

Woah MUCC will release a new dvd this december. And a new single in February 2009. And a new album in March!! I'm already excited. But I need to download Ageha first XD and urg I really want to buy mucc's discography D: But I can't obviously. I sort of feel bad about it, because I'm always talking about mucc and how much I love them, but I only have two real cds of them, and the rest is all downloaded.

There will also be a Taste of Chaos in Japan. [but not in Canada of course. Okay I know that there IS a Taste of Chaos for Canada but it's annoying that american/canadian artists go to japan so easily while it takes forever for japanese bands to come to Canada.] MUCC will have do a one-man show at the Nippon Budokan! Okay I know you don't care because nobody can actually go to that show but I wanted to write it anyway.

And yeah, I posted just to tell you these things you don't care about :D.

/kazumi

p.s. i'm getting used to blonde hair and now I like it a lot~